A sweet comfort quote

Since the day I bought this and I looked at it from this angle it seems like it says these words to me....

(pink imagination)

Creating images

I'm sitting on a chair, with the laptop in front of me, on the kitchen table. 

Outside rain falls for a while now, and the sky has this wonderful light grey shade that makes everything look bright, even though there's no sun.

You just created a image in your mind, right?

Further than this kind of images that our mind creates, when someone gives you information about a scene, tells you a story maybe, there is another kind too.

The one that your imagination creates inside your mind.

Images that are so far from the reality (at least the reality you're in this moment).

You can be inside the scene I started this post with, and you can imagine other versions of reality...

....being inside a coffee shop with garland lights on the walls and comfortable chairs and sofas, with friends, laughing and talking about everything inside and outside your microcosms....

....being in a house, with your special someone, lying down under a blanket on the sofa, watching.....well, I'm going to choose X-Men movies because they're my favorite superheroes....

....dancing in the rain in the middle of a forest, spinning round and rounds around yourself, your clothes getting wet and rain drops falling upon your closed eye lids....

"9 crimes" - Damien Rice

"Comfort"

"I once was......"

Today, stays still.....

but there was a time when this was filled with water and all around people were dancing, with sparkly clothes and drinks on their hands!

And music was playing, while the summer breeze was making their hair fly!

"The bird on the wall"

A letter to myself

(the one I was 9 months ago, on the 25th of February)

Darling,

What seems like a tragedy today, will bring a smile to your face in a few months.

Be prepared to hurt a lot (psychological pain will be there with you for a long time).

Be prepared for many bad things to come together.

Some of the things you were always fantasizing about will come true.

Work will be one of the key words of this year.

You're going to cry a lot, and laugh a lot as well.

Many things and the way you look at the world and others will change. 

You're going to meet many new people and make new friends, so don't worry.

You silly, you can't even imagine how good your next love is going to be!

You're going to feel the meaning of the word "change", for real....!

Your comfort zone will expand.... (yes, it will feel weird at first).

That thing that you don't like rollercoasters....well, you're going to get into one (metaphorically speaking) and will be riding it for quite some time.

This is the year that you're going to accept a few big truths about life and people.

You're going to feel comfortable in your own skin (more than ever).

You're going to find what you've lost, your faith and everything.

And one last thing....hold tight and everything will get better!

(Believe me, I've been there!)

The well kept demons

If you're a regular reader of this blog you'll probably know that one of my favorite subjects to talk about is the personal demons each one of us has. I talk about mine every now and then. 

But today I thought of writing a few words about the ones that are deeper than any other. Those that almost nobody (maybe a couple of people, but not the 100% of them) knows about. 

These are the demons that I keep fighting and haven't defeated yet. These are the ones that I'm thinking about when sometimes seems to others like I'm lost in my own world (ok, there are cases that I'm really lost in my own world too). 

These are the demons that make me feel powerless sometimes or some other times I have to gather so much strength just for one battle with them.

Until that day that I'm going to win....(hopefully)....