"The night I met a goblin" (a poem)

That's today's contribution to #mabsdrawlloweenclub!

Theme of day 5: goblin!

"The devil in the mirror" (a poem)

This is my piece for today, for #mabsdrawlloweenclub.

Day 4: devil.

"Paranoia" (a poem)

I see what's not there

and create a great story

from anything small

I'm lost in hell

expecting nothing more

What may come

is keeping my body frozen

strange talking of my mind

Left in the middle of an empty room

only my mind being there

Long-term company of a moment

paused in time

asking the question again and again

One day I'm going to open my eyes

to a pure mind

"I fear the most" (a poem)

I'm afraid
keep me close
What's going to come
I fear the most

I am scared
so hug me tight
I'll need your help
to stay in line

Unknown things
reach my mind

"Demon, demon, in my mind" (a poem)

Demon, demon, in my mind,

who's the bravest to survive?

Lost in time and space 

only thinking of your embrace

I slightly breath

near the heartbreak

Will you acompany me at last?

"I forgot to live" (a poem & a song)

And I forgot to live

And until this day I die

You tell me I shouldn't cry,

but I can't

And I forgot to live

Took that turn so wrong

I couldn't be strong,

and lost everything

Tell the devil I said "hi" (a poem)

Tell the devil I said "hi"

I remember the time he was chasing me 

and I had no place to hide

Give him my regards

I no longer need my older guards

Tell the devil I still wonder,

why did he spent so much time with me

After all, I'm no special wonder

I was once on the ground,

but now I'm just waiting for the next round

"They may say" (a poem)

They may say

there's no such thing in life

But I dare

to speak out, dream and fight

They may say

I must compromise to survive

But I dream

and create my own world in life

They may say

there's no magic left aside

But I believe

in sparkle, rainbows, love, feeling alive!

"You lovely pain" (a poem)

*Note: This poem was written during a migraine crisis, when I was lucky enough to be functional. Maybe these words was a way for me to curse the pain away, maybe....

Dear pain,

you who run through my brain

and you're warming up my blood

You lovely pain,

that your voice, so sharp,

is puncturing my ears

Dear pain,

you I can hear in silence

calling my name

You lovely pain,

that I can feel your touch 

upon my so fragile skin

"Again, and again, and again" (a poem)

You can stab me

again

and again

and again

and for as long as you like

Twisting the blade making sure that I won't survive

But I will rise

from the ashes you burned down

Each single time

I'm going to pick up every piece,

reassemble and rise

again

and again

and again

You can stab me 

as long as you like

but I'm ready now;

ready to fight

"Time to blame" (a poem)

The time came

when I turned into the shadow

of who I was

before you came

The time came

when I started gathering

pieces of shattered glass

and you to blame

The time came

when I was out

of you past,

inside a broken present

And now who's to blame?

"Burn down the world" (a poem)

I will burn down the world

And create a new one to live for

I will burn down the world

And all the ugliness hidden in its core

I will use fire

to warm up each frozen soul

I will use fire

to warm up this entire world

I will burn down the world

And help every disturbed soul

I will burn down the word

And recreate it starting from my own soul

"Morning Light" (a poem)

I'm breathing deep

Singing myself to sleep

Laughing away the troubles of life

Observing the morning light

"Running away souls" (a poem)

And the souls are drifting away from me

I'm standing here, looking at them

One last time, to look them in the eye

And around them I see images, 

that are now lost forever

I'm standing here looking at them

But I know when I must stop getting closer

"Us two" (a tiny poem)

You were afraid of what you had inside your soul

And I was talking about a worth-exploring, imaginary, world

"Fly" (a poem & a song)

See I can fly away from you

And reach the sky, fly over you

It took me time to rise from the tomb

But I'm alive and I thank you

I was lost in space for a while

I've left my broken heart behind

And as I was fighting my mind

I found something kept inside

Always trying to be there for you 

Cuddle you softly to comfort you

But pain takes turns in life

And hey, the dices keep rolling

I've left the door open for you

You passed by never seeing the view

But what else can you do

Life is for the fighters

Walking next to each other

Sharing our minds with one another

But suddenly a wall between us

Keeps you from seeing the rest

See I can fly away from you

And reach the sky, fly over you

It took me time to rise from the tomb

But I'm alive and I thank you

"Her watery eyes" (a poem)

Her watery eyes were looking at me

while she was standing in front of me

Her dry lips

She should have been empty

but she was not

I stresses my hand so I can touch her

and she touched the glass on the same spot

A tear fell across her cheek

"Veils upon the trees" (a poem)

The sugar white veils

were hanged between the trees

And singing girls and birds

were the most beautiful thing there is

A flower was hanging

from every curl of their hair

Small screams were the sign

of a just starting fair!

"The journey to worst" (a poem)

I'm expecting the worst

Many times I played and lost

Lust brought to me

What before I couldn't see

The illusion, the best of the most

A journey from fire to frost

Believing in me

As you were the only thing I could see

Expecting the most

'Cause there's nothing more to be lost

I'm almost free

Almost ready, run away, flee!

"I'm bleeding" (a poem)

Take a look at me
I'm bleeding
From the sharp knife of yours
I'm bleeding

The blood falls upon the flowers of my mind
And the voices from inside there
scream at me I should run away
to survive!

Feel me
I'm bleeding
I'm walking through an unknown path
and I'm bleeding

Waiting for the blood to dry
so I can survive