I've been there.....

*I listened to a song and the lyrics became the perfect trigger to remember some things......

I was the one who was looking herself in the mirror and was wondering where her smile went.

I was the one who, when in time of need, instead of help got even more pressure from the person who had to be there for her.

I was the one who reached her limits.

I was the one who felt so, so, so alone even when being with someone else.

I was the one who felt like a knife stabbed her and someone was turning it around her wound.

I was the one who felt like a carpet was pulled off under her feet.

I was the one who was crying while dreaming of laughter.

I was the one with faith until I had no more.

I was the one who someone took her crown off one night.

I was the one who started getting used to the idea that every happy moment is followed by a sad one.

I was the one who got used to unpleasant surprises.

I was the one who learned to smile as a facade sometimes.

I'm no more.....